Today is my boyfriend birthday. I feel like such a bad girlfriend, because i didnt get him anything. Im so broke, i have no money to spend on him or on anything. He gave me the world for my bday and i gave him nothing at all. I was on depressed mode today. It sucks, because i wanted to give him the world also. I wanted our first time celebrating his birthday together to be the best one ever, but i guess that didnt happen. I promised him once i have money i will buy him anything he wants. I didnt even give him birthday sex, because i was on my damn period. Gosh today was the worst on my part. But he didnt mind. Hes the best. He wasnt mad that i didnt get him anything on his bday, but he knows i owe him.